It hit me as a stood at the bathroom sink this morning taking my 6th birth control pill that I still have a long few weeks to go in the suppression part of our IVF cycle.
The positive, glass half-full part of me says, "yeah! 1 week down, only 3 weeks to go!"
The negative, discouraged part of me is nagging: "geez, you won't be starting the stimulation part of your cycle until March. That is like a month away. 3 more weeks seems like F-O-R-E-V-E-R."
Today the negativity is winning out. 3 weeks seems like an eternity to me right now. 3 long weeks. 23 more days. I am feeling impatient and annoyed that we just can't jump in bed, have sex and make a baby like everyone else.
I am feeling sorry for myself. I know it. (and today, I don't really care).
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